After the events of yesterday I have learned a lot about myself and isn't that what it's all about.  When I first heard everything that was being said I wanted to fricasse my daughter but after talking with my best amiga I figured out that wasn't the way.  So I killed her off emotionally so to speak.  Took down all her pictures, momentos, etc.  I decided to take a month or so to decide if I want to file for grandparent's rights, because if I do a lot of her dirty laundry would be aired and it's pretty bad.  I have to question because it would be made public so to speak do I really want my granddaughter some day to be able to see from whence she came?  Children's self-image has a lot to do with how they perceive their parents.  At the same time I wonder if she will resent me because she perceives that I didn't care enough to fight for her.  I figure my mind is too clouded with emotion right now, so I will step back and take a deep breath and then figure it out a little later.  On to other things....I am on the last day of this class and have two major projects to finish before midnight.  Then...tomorrow it's on to a new class.  So I probably shouldn't rattle on so but I have noticed it is actually something I look forward to now, so we will see how this goes.  I'm a straight shooter so please feel free to speak your mind.